ships

do u listen?
do u trust them?
do u compromise?
do u communicate well?
do u tryin to trust them?
do u belittle said person?
do u make time for them?
do u treat them with respect?
do u enjoy time spent 2gether?
do u want them in ur life 4 long?
do u purposely hurt each other?
do u both admit when u r wrong?
do u put in as much as u get out?
do u appreciate the things they do?
do u try to understand their feelings?
do ya have some of the same beliefs?
do they appreciate the things you do?
do they try their best to keep u happy?
do u 4give them when they are wrong?
do u try to keep them as happy as u can?
do u do things that the other person like?
do u think ur life would be better without them?
do u compare them to someone who is "better" often?
do u have to buy them things to prove ur love for them?
do u respect their beliefs even if u urself dont believe them?
do u always have to back down in a fight n just let them win?
do u have to be someone u are not just to make them happy?
do u do things that will affect them then not care that it does?
do u care about the time u spent in this "ship" with said person?

Be's Mr Right

Lately I've been searching. Searching for someone to call my Man..
Someone that I can hold down.. someone to change my life.. Someone who
can teach me how to love again.. Someone who makes me feel safe..
Someone who I can lay on for hours n say nothin.. Someone who I can bust
out smilin for no reason and he will just join me just cuz.. I haven't
been in a relationship in a while, and with the time in between I've
tried to use it to find out what I wanted, with no success.. AT ALL.. I
am still searching for the one to make me smile even when I'm supposed
to me bad.. Someone that even after my worst day just him sayin baby
makes me feel like a lil kid again.. Someone who I can talk to about
anythin n so can they.. Someone who listens n helps me thro the bad
times.. Someone to know when I hurt and knows exactly what to do to heal
the pain. Someone who knows what I'm going to say before I say it, like
spiritually connected. someone who knows what Im going to do before my
mind is able to tell my body to do it, deep huh? I need someone who
knows that our relationship is based mostly on our friendship and the
emotional attachment, though the physical is important as well lol.
someone who will appreciate when I need space, but continues to send me
text messages asking if Im okay.. That's puts a smile to my face just to
know they care.. Someone who's not to proud to say I'm sorry but doesn't
have to use it too much.. Someone who even a billion miles away thinks
bout me like I'm right down the st.. Someone who take time out on his
busy day just to say baby I miss u... that's so sweet to me.. Someone
who's a grown ass kid but knows when to be 21 bout shit.. Someone to
hold me when I'm cold.. someone who every time I hear his name or his
ringtone I get warm inside the most important part I want is
communication n trust... if we need to talk about something...dont be
afraid to approach me with it...I love to talk about things.. N trust is
important to me I want to be able to trust him with the world n know he
trust me just as well




This sounds all good until I realized I have yet to find it mayb the
next dude will be the one mayb the one after that but till I find him
ima just keep on waitin 4 him to come n save my heart from all this pain
I've dealt with thro these years